櫻葉の勇気

Title: Day 14
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: Non-AU, Slight Angst, Romance
Rating: R
Length: Drabble
Summary: "You're mine..."
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 14th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017.
This is the sequel of 'Day 7'



He didn’t know what feeling was making him walk this fast or better, he didn’t want to admit that feeling. He couldn’t bear to see the other being touched by someone that wasn’t him but he couldn’t say it out loud. Not after what he told the younger two weeks before. But here he was, dragging with force his bandmate to the near storage room. As soon as he entered he pushed the other on the wall and glued his body to his. His hands holding the other’s one so that he couldn’t escape.

“What are you doing?!” the other shouted but was hushed by Sho’s lips.

“I’m just taking what is mine” he whispered right on his lips before kissing them again.

Aiba wanted to free himself but his body wasn’t listening. He wanted Sho’s touches, he wanted his kisses…But he knew that he had to be strong so he kicked him in his stomach and managed to push him away.

“Stop it! What more do you want from me?!” he yelled.

Sho didn’t replied, instead he came closer again and sandwiched Aiba between the wall and his body.

“You’re mine…” he stated.

“You’re making a mistake here. How can I be yours when nothing happened between us?” Masaki said in a bitter tone, stressing out the word that two weeks ago had broken him up.

Sho remained silent. No words escaping his mouth. Just when Masaki thought that he had won, Sho beat his hands on the wall and that startled him.

“Then I will make something happen now” he declared and Masaki’s heart skipped a beat.

They stared at each other for several seconds before Sho leaned in to the younger’s face almost touching his lips.

“I won’t kiss you…It’s you the one that have to surrender”

After few seconds Masaki became impatient. The other was so near yet he wasn’t touching him. He knew that it was the chance to go away from him, the chance to put an end to this story. But he couldn’t so he grasped Sho’s jacket and kissed passionately that lips that were only waiting for him. Sho wrapped his arms around Masaki’s waist and brought him as closer as possible. Their tongues soon found each other and started to savor everything they could. In the meanwhile Sho was already undoing Aiba’s pants and inserting his hand in his boxers.

“Sho…please…n-not h-here” he tried to say between moans.

But Sho only continued starting to suck his neck leaving marks so everyone will see that Aiba is only his.

“S-sho!” he gasped when the other moved his hand even faster.

The older smirked and removed his hand so he could unzip his pants. Aiba knew what was coming and he couldn’t oppose because he wanted that to happen, so he closed his eyes and surrendered to Sho.



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Title: Day 12
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "Get the hell away from me..."
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 12th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017



“Aiba wait! Please wait a minute!” kept on shouting Sho behind him.

Masaki was so mad that he didn’t turn even one time for look at the other, he reached fast the door and went out from the club. As soon as he stepped out his arm was grabbed by the other.

“Let go of me!” he yelled and managed to free himself.

“Please give me another chance-“

“What chance should I give you?! You’re already in a relationship! That girl said it very clearly!” he was ready to walk away but again Sho hold his arm.

“Oh come on you’re still thinking about that? It’s not like-“

“Tell me just one thing Sakurai” Aiba said in a serious tone.

The other fell silent and just nodded, waiting for the other’s words.

“Is she really your girlfriend or not? And don’t lie to me” Aiba was surprised himself to hear his harsh tone, if he use that it meant that he was really with the older.

“…Yes” he answered in a tiny voice.

“Why did you deceive me for the whole time? Couldn’t you just spend some time with her? I came to this club for have fun not for being tricked!”

“I…I had a discussion with her so I wanted to make her suffer a little bit, basically to make her jealous and I thought-“ he was cut off by the other who continued for him, already understanding everything.

“That flirt with a guy would be even more painful for her, right?...What a bastard you are” he said while looking at the other with a disgusted face.

When Sho wasn’t telling anything he decided to go away when he felt a hand gripping on his wrist. He still couldn’t understand why the other was keeping on not let him go. What did he want?

“Get the hell away from me…” he whispered one last time.

Sho slowly let go of him and Aiba walked away.

“I really hope to not meet that guy anymore…”

Unfortunately…his wish wasn’t heard.



END

Title: Day 10
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "You're an asshole"
Notes: 10th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017



The première of their movie went well despite Aiba’s predictions. Well, they were actors so they now how to pull off a farce.

“Thank you for coming today!” he greeted the last group of fans.

He had to admit that if so many people came to see and meet them it wasn’t only thanks to him. If Aiba Masaki was called “The Queen of BL” then Sakurai Sho was “The King of BL”, and a famous and skilled director decided that it was time for them to act together. Aiba couldn’t refuse such an offer and accepted but regretted it the first time he met with his co-star.

“And with that the première is finished, thanks for all your hard work!” the producer said thanking all the people that helped them.

Both Aiba and Sho exited the hall still acting as if they get along really well with each other. As soon as they entered their dressing room the atmosphere changed radically.

“You could avoid touching my cheeks freely” Sho blurted out.

“And you could avoid to put your hand on my hips and press me on your body” he replied annoyed.

“As if I don’t know you were really happy about it. I saw you stare at my body many times during filming” he smirked and went closer to him.

“And I saw you lick your lips whenever your gaze would fall to my butt, something that happens often I noticed” Aiba affirmed smirking too.

They were standing in front of each other and no one wanted the other to win. Both too proud to confess to the other that actually he enjoyed his presence. It was Sho the first to talk in a rude way to Aiba but he was also the first to realize his feelings. On the other hand Masaki was still trying to persuade himself that he didn’t like Sho at all and that his mind was only playing with him; too bad that is the heart the one in charge of these things.

“You know that I’m only waiting your request to fuck you”

“I see that you’re very desperate to have my butt”

Silent fell between the two ‘till the older snorted with an angry expression.

“You’re an asshole” he just said and then went out of the room.

Aiba rejoiced since this time he won. He promised to himself to not allow that idiot to win over him.

“I will make sure to have you beg for have me. Be prepare King Sho…”

Meanwhile Sho walked nervously in the corridor trying to loosen up his tension.

“I will have you in my bed moaning my name so loud that you will forget yours. Be prepare Queen Masaki…”



END

Title: Day 8
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: Non-AU, Fluff, Romance
Rating: PG
Length: Drabble
Summary: "Wait, are you jealous?"
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 8th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017



“When will he be home?…I’m feeling lonely…” Sho thought lying on the sofa.

He had managed to return home before dinner so he and Masaki could spend the evening together, but when he arrived at home instead of Masaki he found a post-it saying “I will be late”. Needless to say that his heart clenched a bit.

“I don’t even know why he is late!”

“I miss you Masaki~” he whined hugging tight the heart’s cushion that his boyfriend gave him for his 35th birthday.

Just at that moment the front door opened and Sho jumped up and went to greet his lover.

“Okaeri~” he said happily.

“Oh Sho-chan! Tadaima” the other replied and kissed him.

“I thought that you were already sleeping”                    
   
“I was waiting for you” he admitted and blushed a little.

Aiba smiled and kissed him another time before wearing the slippers and entering their apartment.

“Did the shooting finish late?” Sho asked.

“Eh?...Ah! Probably I forgot to write it on the post-it! Yokoyama had invited me to eat out today” he explained.

“I see…” he sighed.

He did his best for hiding his disappointment but, since Aiba didn’t miss a thing, he noticed and went immediately to embrace Sho who was still holding his cushion.

“I didn’t know that you still sulk for these things” he chuckled looking at his lover’s expression.

“I’m not sulking! It’s just that I wanted to spend the evening with you…But apparently you prefer to eat with Yokoyama than me” he blurted out.

“Wait, are you jealous?”

“W-why I should be j-jealous? I’m more handsome than him and I’m cleverer and also I’m…I’m cuter and prettier than him!” he exclaimed very proudly.

And Masaki could only laugh at that because he has the cutest boyfriend on the hearth.

“You’re very cute Sho-chan…” he cupped his face and kissed him deeply.

After he dragged Sho to the bathroom so they could take a bath together.

“Oh…you aren’t sulking anymore” Aiba stated when he looked at the relaxing face of Sho.

“Well you know how I love to bath with you and plus…I was planning to do this tonight” he replied and leaned more on Aiba’s chest.

The younger laughed and hugged him. They stayed like that for a while, enjoying their little time together.



END

Title: Day 6
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Romance, Drama (just a little bit)
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "It meant nothing I swear..."
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 6th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017


“Aiba-chan! Sho is going to kiss Ohno!” Jun shouted trying to drag him to the living room.

“Eh? What are you saying?” he asked shocked.

There was no way his Sho could cheat on him and what most during his party and in his house. Probably Matsujun was only joking.

“Matsujun if you’re trying to…“ he started to speak but his voice faded away when he entered the room.

At the center of a big circle of people there was his boyfriend giving a kiss at his friend.

“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!” he yelled and Sho immediately parted away from Ohno.

“Masaki listen-“ he tried to talk but Aiba quickly left the room.

“When I will be back I will kill you Toma!” he addressed to the boy that now was laughing hard.

He chased after his lover and he managed to block him and drag him in his bedroom.

“Let me go! I don’t want to see nor talk to you!”

“Masaki let me speak!” he was doing his best in try to make him sit on the bed so he could listen to him.

After minutes of “battle”, Masaki gave up and sat on the bed and Sho next to him. He sighed exhausted and relieved since now he could explain everything.

“When I went in the living room they were playing 'spin the bottle' and they invited me to play and I refused; then Toma started to say that I was a coward but I ignored him and again I refused to play. But after that Toma dragged the others with him and all of them were saying that I was a coward and then he said that he would stop if I would kiss Ohno. And…you know how big my pride is so…” the more he talked the more Aiba was becoming upset.

“Masaki…don’t tell me that you think that I wanted to kiss him!”

“Well, since some years ago you had a crush on him, don’t you think it’s normal to think that?!” he crossed his arms and pouted.

“It meant nothing I swear…” he cupped his face and placed a kiss on his nose.

“I love only you” he whispered gently.

Even though Aiba was still pouting he knew that he wasn’t angry anymore. He smiled at that view and hugged him.

“The next time I won’t forgive you!” he stated.

“There won’t be a next time!” Sho replied and kissed him on his lips.



END

Title: Day 4
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Smut
Rating: NC-17
Length: Drabble
Summary: "I'm so full but I can't stop eating"
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 4th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017



“Aaah Masaki…” he moaned closing his eyes.

The other was so skillful that he felt like in heaven whenever his boyfriend decided to taste him. He didn’t know how he became like that and it wasn’t like Masaki has a large number of boyfriends. To tell the truth, Sho was his first boyfriend and every first time that Aiba had, he had it with him. That’s why he didn’t know how and when Masaki started to be such a pro of blowjob.

“Maaa...sakiiii!!” he cried out loud when Aiba’s tongue swirled around the tip of his member.

“Your moans are…so…erotic Sho…You make me want to hear more” he said making sure that the other could feel his breath right on his hot skin.

Sho opened his eyes and looked at Aiba just to see his smirk and his mouth covering him again. The younger never averted his gaze from the other’s eyes while liking, sucking and stroking Sho’s member.

“Masaki…I will not last for long…” he managed to say despite his heavy breathing.

Hearing that Masaki tried to go as deeper as possible and with that Sho started to whimper. Loud. VERY loud. And that only made Masaki more eager and more lustful.

Sho entwined his fingers in his lover’s hair and started to thrust up longing for his release.

“I’m…I’m…AH MASAKI I’M-“ without finishing his sentence he came hard in Aiba’s mouth.

Masaki swallowed everything and licked one last time the tip before set free Sho’s junior and climbed up to sit on Sho’s lap.

“You know…I’m so full but…I can’t stop eating” he said licking Sho’s left nipple.

“Wait wait wait” he pushed his mouth away.

“Don’t tell me that you want to give me another blowjob?! This was the third! I will be drained tomorrow!” he said shocked.

“So you’re telling me that you are refusing another one of my blowjobs?” he asked tilting his head while pouting.

He fell silent. He believed seriously to say ‘no’ to another one?

Understanding that he won again, Aiba went back in between Sho’s legs and licked his lips, already thinking of those moans that soon will come out from Sho’s throat.


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“Good morning Sakurai-kun!” his co-worker exclaimed once he sat on his chair.

“Morning…” he greeted back with a tired voice.

“You seem really exhausted today. As if your energies are all drained out”

“Believe me, I’m drained out…seriously” he affirmed cursing mentally his boyfriend and his skillful mouth.



END

Title: Day 2
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: Non-AU, Smut (it's just a little bit)
Rating: NC-17
Length: Drabble
Summary: "Why are you making weird sounds over there?"
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 2nd drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017


“See you on Monday Sho-san! Say hi to Aiba from me!”

“Sure! See you!” he replied to Matsujun and after some seconds he heard the sound of the door signaling that he had left the house.

The day after was a day off for them so they decided to go to Aiba’s place and spend an evening between friends. Nino and Ohno left an hour ago and now it was Jun’s time to return home. Sho didn’t want to leave yet because he knew that once he would be at home he would feel lonely. Maybe he could ask Aiba to stay for the night?

“Thinking of Aiba…he is still in the bathroom?” only in that moment he noticed that his friend hadn’t returned yet.

“Maybe he is sick? Shall I go to check on him?”

Driven by the worry he decided to go and once in front of the door he knocked.

“Aiba-kun? It’s all okay?” he asked.

“Y-yes…” the younger replied.

“His voice is strange” he thought.

“You’re sure? Why are you making weird sounds over there?”

“Yes I-I’m s-sure…And…I’m not d-doing…any…sound-AH!” Aiba suddenly yelled.

“That’s it, I’m entering!”

“Aiba-“ he opened the door and was left speechless by the view in front of him.

Aiba was leaning against the sink and had one hand in his pants while the other was resting to a magazine, precisely, the last anan in which Sho appeared.

“S-sho-chan…” he froze in place.

Silent fell between them and no one dared to make a move. But then, suddenly, Sho walked up to Aiba and removed his hand from his pants replacing it with his own.

“Sho w-what are you-AH!” Sho began to stroke Masaki’s member in a fast pace.

Even though he tried to hold his moans, he was getting louder and louder. He then came in Sho’s hand with a loud whimper. Sho removed his hand and cleaned it with the nearest towel, in the meanwhile Aiba was trying to understand why he had just jerked him off. But before he could ask something Sho whispered to his ear.

“I’m waiting in your bedroom. We will decide later who will top” and with that he left the bathroom.

Masaki was more confused than ever not knowing what was happening. His eyes then fell on the magazine and a smirk appeared on his lips.

“Why use the printed version when I can have the real one in flesh and blood…” he said and got out from the room.

“And there is nothing to decide…It’s obvious that I’m the one who is going to top” he entered the bedroom and found Sho laying on his bed wearing only his boxers.

He crawled on him and licked his lips.

“Itadakimasu…”



END

Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: Non-AU, Angst, Romance
Rating: PG
Length: One shot
Summary: Jun knows it. No matter what, in Sakurai Sho's heart there will always be Aiba Masaki
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't



Only He Will Always Be in Your Heart


“Sho-kun! Sho-kun!” yelled an over excited Matsumoto Jun while entering the dressing room.

Since Kinki Kids had to perform that day, many juniors were called as back dancers and were now waiting for go on standby.

“What? What?” asked the older laughing as he saw his friend jumping happily.

“I got the perfect score in the math test!” he hugged him tight.

“I’m so happy for you Jun! You studied hard for it right?” Sho ruffled his hair making the other smile wide.

Nino, who was sitting in the sofa reading a manga, looked at them and laughed a bit. It was not a secret that Matsumoto Jun was a huge fan of Sakurai Sho. Whenever he had the chance he would hug him or simply touch him. On this, TV programs were really helpful since fans liked to see the interaction between them. If Jun had been a girl he probably would have already confessed to Sho, but being a guy this was one hundred times more difficult. Well, it wasn’t like he himself said to be in love with Sho. It was just something so evident that only an idiot couldn’t have seen. And Sakurai Sho was an idiot.

“What are you thinking?” he looked up and saw Toma stand right in front of him.

“About that little boy over there” he answered and with a head’s gesture he pointed to Jun who was now explaining the math test detail by detail.

“He really likes Sho-kun” the younger stated still keeping his eyes on him.

Jun’s eyes were sparkling every time Sho would compliment him on resolving a difficult question.

“You’re really smart Jun-kun! If you want you can easily go to university!” he praised him and the other could only blush.

“I don’t think that I could manage both work and school, unfortunately I’m not like you” he stated looking down.

“Don’t say like that! It’s not like I’m so amazing. When I will go to university I will too have problems!” Sho laughed and pushed him jokingly.

His cheeks were deep red and he was really hoping that Sho would never realize it. But when he raised his head, he found out that there wasn’t any risk because now Sho was fully focused into someone else. Aiba Masaki.

“Aiba-kun! Aiba-kun! You too had the math test today right? How it went?” he asked concerned coming closer to him.

“Well it’s not like it went so good but it didn’t go even bad. Let’s say that the result it’s in the middle” he said before throwing himself on the sofa.

“I’m sure it went well, don’t worry! You did your best and you studied very hard for it! I can confirm since I helped you every day” Sho tried to comfort him and patted his head.

“You’re so kind Sho-chan, thank you” he whispered.

Sho just hugged him and they remained like that for several minutes.

Nino smiled seeing how his best friend and Sho went along very well and turned to look at Jun but he was nowhere to be seen.


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“Sho-kun are you okay?” Jun went to ask.

All juniors were gathered in the dome practicing for the incoming Johnny’s Countdown, all of them doing their best. Jun too was at his maximum but when he saw Sho sitting on a chair looking down with a gloomy face he couldn’t help but run to him.

“Oh Jun-kun, hi. I’m okay thanks, what about you?” he gently asked flashing him a smile.

“I’m okay too” he answered and the other only nodded.

After silent fell between them, Sho seeming not in a good mood while Jun thinking of what he could do for the other.

“Is there something bothering you?” the younger asked finally.

“Well…you can say that” he shortly responded.

Jun kept staring at him waiting for an explanation and understanding that he wouldn’t give up, Sho sighed and started to speak.

“You know that I like rap right? Yesterday I tried to write some lines and I really liked them but today I hate them” he sighed again while looking at the notebook he had on his left hand.

“You wrote lines? I want to read them so much! Please let me see!” he jumped on his seat while clapping his hands.

“I’m sorry but I didn’t want someone else to see them” he hid his notebook on his bag making Jun understand that he really didn’t want him to see.

“What do you mean ‘someone else’?” he said frowning.

“Nothing”

“I know that it isn’t Sho-kun, please tell-“

“It’s none of your business!” Sho yelled.

He then stood up and walked away leaving a shocked Jun behind.

“I’m an idiot” he thought while covering his face with his hands.

It was clearly that Sho didn’t want to talk about it but he carelessly kept asking him and putting him in a difficult situation. Probably he had felt really uncomfortable since he reacted like that.

“Don’t worry, it’s not your fault” he heard a familiar voice.

He looked up and saw Nino smiling at him.

“What do you mean? I made him angry”

“He is not angry. He is sad” the other affirmed.

Seeing the confused face of the other, Nino decided to share his information with him and sat beside him.

“I heard this from Kazama. He told me that today Sho showed to Aiba that lines you were talking about but it seems that he didn’t received the message” he explained.

“Message…?” Jun whispered to himself.

“The last line said ‘the one that is reading now, yes you, you are the one that I only love’ and you know what that idiot said? ‘The girl who will read it will like it very much! I’m sure that she will blush reading it!’ “ he laughed bitterly.

At that moment it was very clear why Sho didn’t want him to read those lines.

“Only one person can” he breathed out looking down.

Even though Nino didn’t know the meaning of that, he just patted his friend on his back. He really didn’t know what to hope anymore. That Sho will realize Jun’s feelings and started going out with him or that Jun will decide to give up on Sho since it’s clearly an unrequited love?


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“I think I will just stay at home” Nino said while yawning.

They were coming back from a TV shooting and since the street was dominated by red and green, it came out the subject of Christmas’ Eve.

“Nino you can’t stay at home even that day!” exclaimed jokingly Yamapi.

“Why not? At home it’s very warm while outside there is too much cold. Why I should go out then?” he questioned ironically.

All of them laughed at that. Nino was so an indoor-type that if he could, he would probably never leave his house.

“About that day Aiba-kun…it will be your birthday right? Do you plan to spend it with your family?” he heard Sho behind him whispering to Aiba.

“Well we didn’t talk about it yet but I think so, why?” the other responded.

“I was wondering if…if you wanted to go to the amusement park…with m-me” at those words Jun’s heart clenched.

“You really want me to go to you? Really?” Aiba’s tone was filled with joy.

“Why would I say this to you then?” the other chuckled.

They both laughed and Jun could imagine perfectly how Sho was smiling at that moment.

“He must be very happy…He will have a date with Aiba” he sighed but kept on smiling and talking to the others since he didn’t want them to find out his sadness.


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He knew that this was wrong and that he shouldn’t be there but here he was. Behind a tree in the amusement park spying his crush and his friend and rival. He could have never imagined to arrive right at the most important moment. Yes he couldn’t hear them because they were too far away, but he figured out that Sho was confessing to Aiba.
He saw how Sho’s feet were playing with some little stones, how his hands were in his pants’ back pockets before he took them out and then once again put them in the pockets. He must have been very nervous.
At that moment he saw Sho’s lips moving and after some minutes he saw how Aiba’s eyes and mouth widened in sync.

“He said it. He confessed” he stated.

He could feel his heart pounding in his chest, probably at the same intensity as the one of Sho.

Aiba and Sho just stared at each other. The latter breathing nervously and fast while the other seemed froze. Then Aiba looked down and started to play with his hands. When he raised his head he said something. Jun didn’t know what but it had to be a positive answer since he saw Sho’s face brighten and his mouth forming a very big smile. Even Aiba was smiling but he couldn’t see if he was talking since his sight started to blurry. When he wiped his eyes he saw Sho running towards Aiba to hug him tightly.

“You surely are happy, ne Sho?” his voice near to break.

And when Sho cupped tenderly Aiba’s face and then kissed him he felt his heart break. The last thing he saw were Aiba’s arms wrapping around Sho’s neck and bringing him closer. He ran away from that sight. Even when he bumped into some people, after a quickly apologize, he kept on running. Even when he tripped and fell on the ground, he kept on running.

He went home and when he was under the sheets, he let the tears fall. To tell the truth, he didn’t even know why he was crying. He knew that Sho loved Masaki, he knew that for him he was just a friend, he knew that this day would have come. He could swear that was prepared for all that to happen but then…why was he crying? He shouldn’t right? He should he happy for Sho! Because finally he had the courage to confess his love! And more his love was even mutual! He should be so happy for his friend!

“Yes I’m happy for him...I’m happy…I’m…” he sobbed heavily.

“Happy…” he murmured before sank in his mattress and fell asleep.


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2 years later…

“Coming!” he shouted while heading to the door.

When he opened it he remained puzzled seeing Aiba Masaki standing right in front of him. Yes they were in a group together but he never came to his house once. Sincerely he didn’t even know how he knew his address.

“Hi! Sorry for coming so suddenly but I wanted to talk to you. If it’s okay for you of course” he smiled but Jun could see his anxiety.

“Don’t worry there is no problem, come on enter” he invited him in and then led him to his room.

He sat on the bed and gestured him to do the same but the older refused, evidently too nervous for sit down.

“So what do you want to talk about?” he asked normally.

He knew that this conversation maybe will about Sho but since he wasn’t sure of that, he preferred not to say anything.
Aiba took a deep breath and looked at him in the eyes.

“I’m going to tell this directly and I want to you to be honest with me” he said and Jun nodded.

“Okay so...Do you…Do you have a problem if me and Sho are dating?”

He knew that sooner or later this question would have come up so he smiled and laughed. Aiba stared at him confused not understand his reaction.

“I admit that at first it was hard. It was very difficult to see you two being all lovey-dovey but…I overcame it. If before I would turn around whenever I saw you, now I smile because you two are really cute together. It’s impossible to not ship you two” he stood up and walked up to him.

“I’m so relieved. You know when we were in MAIN this problem never crossed my mind but when Johnny-san put us in Arashi I started to be afraid. We would spend much time together and if you hated see us together it could be only bad for the group. I didn’t want Arashi to fall apart so fast because of me” he explained while keeping his head down.

Jun couldn’t help but smile.

“I understand why Sho fell for you” he said chuckling.

“Why?” the other asked confused.

The younger laughed and patted his shoulder.

“Just know one thing. I would always be his number one fan! You should at least leave me that position” he declared.

“At least?”

“Well you are the first in his heart right?”

They smiled at each other before Aiba pulled him in a hug. Jun just returned the hug and kept on smiling.

“Maybe we are not together but…if Aiba is the one by your side Sho…then I’m happy. Yes, I’m happy”



END

Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Fluff, Romance, Smut (a little bit)
Rating: NC-17 (only a scene tho)
Length: One shot
Summary: Sho wanted his first time with Aiba to be special but it wasn't like this. Or is he thinking that?
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: Sho and Masaki here are 20-21 years old.



Every Time It’s Special


First he heard the noise of the cars on the streets, next some chirping birds, later people talking and then a person singing. That voice was familiar, but more precisely, he knew that voice.
He opened his eyes and found himself in his living room. He was on the sofa with only a blanket covering his body. When he tried to stand up he felt his head aching a bit so he fell on the sofa again. Meanwhile that voice stopped singing and now there was silence around Sho.

“What happened? Why is my head aching?” he asked himself after several seconds.

He tried to stand up again and then noticed that he was wearing only his boxers. His eyes bulged when he saw his clothes scattered on the floor together with those of the other one. His gaze then fell on the cans of beer, empty, on the wooden table near the sofa.
When his mind started to connect all these things he fell again on the sofa holding his head.

“No please this can’t be happened like this, please no” he murmured starting to feel anxious.

At that moment some images and scenes of the night before started to cross his mind.


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His lips felt so good against his own, so good that he could kiss them every second without never getting tired. He bit his lower lip and when the other parted his lips, his tongue went naturally to taste the other’s tongue, mouth, everything that this guy could give him.

“Masaki you make crazy” he mumbled against the other’s lips before attaching them once again.

Masaki was moaning more and more, his left hand on Sho’s nape bringing him closer while the right hand was roaming on his chest loving how Sho’s body shivered every time he touched a sensitive spot.

Sho started to do a trail of kisses along the other’s neck leaving love bites wherever he could. He then undressed Masaki by removing his upper clothes and stared at him enjoying the beautiful view in front of him.

“You’re going to make me insane” he said before starting to bit and lick everywhere he could reach.

“Sho!” Masaki screamed when the other sucked his nipple.

He then went lower and placed a kiss on his bellybutton before go back and lick his birthmark.

“Masaki I want you, I want you so bad” he whispered looking at his doe eyes full of lust.

“Take me then” he answered before kissing him and removing his parka along with his t-shirt.

Sho smirked and brought them to the sofa. They looked at each other as if they were talking with their eyes. It was then, while looking at his gorgeous lover, that Sho’s mind started to focus.

“What are you doing Sho?! Didn’t you say to want your first time to be special? Didn’t you say to want it to be unforgettable? You drunk and you are not clear headed. Stop this while you can”

“Sho…” whispered Masaki who was now kissing his torso and starting to undo Sho’s jeans.

“I want you too” he continued and bit Sho’s earlobe.

Sho kissed him again and without pulling out removed fast his and Masaki’s jeans, his body starting to feel impatient.
He lifted Masaki’s right leg and left small kisses on the hot skin of his inner thigh. Then he did the same with the other one.

“Sho you can still stop, if you go on you may hurt Masaki”

“Sho?” Masaki asked when his boyfriend stopped suddenly.

There was a moment of silent where only their quick breaths could be heard. Masaki didn’t know what to do, he was dying to feel his lover but he suddenly stopped and was now looking at him with an empty but still full of lust gaze.
When he was going to ask if anything was wrong, Sho removed their boxers and leaned on Aiba leaving a kiss on his forehead.

“I love you” he said and started to rubber their members together.

They both moaned in pleasure at the new but amazing feeling.

“I love you t-too!” Masaki said between his moans.

“Damn it. Stop Sho! You have to stop!”

“Sho…more…more please Sho” by now these were the words he could only utter.

Sho looked at Masaki. Sweat drops were coming down from his temples, his eyes were struggling to stay open, his mouth was agape, only moans coming out of it. He was so beautiful, so wonderful, so…

“Masaki” he said looking into his eyes.

“I know I have to stop...”

“You make me…” he leaned down.

“But I’m not that strong and I can’t”

“Insatiable” he kissed him.

Masaki wrapped his arms around his neck pulling him closer and soon their tongues met, fighting against each other.

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“AAAAAH!!!” he screamed closing tightly his eyes.

“That must be a dream, it has to be a dream! I can’t have done it so reckless!” he said shaking his head fast.

He has promised to Masaki to make their first time special, to make it romantic and sweet. He didn’t want it to be rough, to be dominated only by lust; he wanted to make Masaki feel loved, important and precious. Because this is what Masaki was for him. Even though he had known him for six months, he knew that he was the love of his life. By now he can’t live without him anymore. But if he hurt him? What if Masaki hadn’t enjoyed at all what they did last night? If he was disgusted by him, if he hated him, if…

“WHY I DID THAT?!” he screamed standing up and kicking some cans that flew in a corner of the room.

“Sho-chan?” a feeble voice asked.

His head, formerly down, raised up and his eyes widened recognizing that voice. The voice that before was singing and that now was calling him in the sweetest way he has ever heard.
He turned and his gaze met a slim figure covered only by a bathrobe, hair slightly wet, arms keeping the bathrobe in place so the chest wasn't exposed, eyes looking at him confused and…worried.

“Masaki…” he whispered afraid to say something wrong.

“Sho-chan…t-there is s-something w-wrong?” stuttered a little the younger.

“No there is nothing…Is there something wrong for you?” he questioned in turn feeling suddenly uncomfortable.

“No! There isn’t! It’s just that…I heard you scream so I feared that something happened” explained the other.

Sho only nodded and looked down not knowing what to do or what to say. He even didn’t want to look his boyfriend in the eyes afraid of finding hatred, while before in those eyes he could only find love.
There were moments of silent where only the noise of the cars could be heard. Sho kept his gaze down looking at the mess that was his living room while Masaki was watching attentively his lover trying to find a reason or even a hint in his strange behavior.

“Did you…” started to speak Masaki trying to find the courage to say those words.

“Did you…regret…it?” he asked, his eyes already filled with tears.

Sho slowly looked up and saw Masaki near to burst into tears. That view broke his heart.

“Masaki-“ he started but was cut off by the other.

“If you did…please tell me clearly because-“

“I didn’t regret it!” he shouted making the other fell silent.

“I…Well, it’s not that I regret it, it’s just that…I wanted our first time to be special because it was THE first time…for both of us…I wanted it to be different, I had already planned everything: on your birthday I would take you out on a date around Tokyo, then we would go home where we would have dinner and after that…I would take you to my bedroom, give you my present, tell you that the only one I love is you and then I would have kissed you for the whole night…” Sho narrated with his eyes focused on an undefined point of the room while his lips where curved into a gentle smile.

Masaki was left speechless. He would never have thought Sho was already planning their first time. He knew that for him was very important because when the topic would came out, he always said that he wanted it to be special, so special to be unforgettable. He remembered how his boyfriend’s eyes would lighten up at that thought so he could understand why he was disappointed with himself. “You deserve the best my love” he would always say.

“Sho-chan…” he approached him inch by inch.

When Sho focused his eyes on the other again, he almost jumped seeing him only a few inches away from him.

“It was perfect” he whispered on his lips.

Masaki placed his hands on Sho’s naked torso and the latter could feel a shiver running through his spine.

“You were so passionate, so hot, so…” he moved his lips near the ear.

“Insatiable” and licked his earlobe.

He started to kiss his neck while his hands were touching the sculpted abs. The older was starting to feel dizzy. It was as if he was reviving last night and this time he didn’t want to lose control of himself.

“Masaki…I-I hurt you” he tried to push Masaki a little away but the other seemed glued to his body.

“If you had hurt me, I haven’t let you in for two times…” and kissed his lips.

Sho broke it immediately to stare at the younger not believing that he was telling the truth.

“We…two…times…” he couldn’t utter a single word at the shocking news.

Masaki giggled and hugged him.

“Sho believe me. It was really perfect and you made me feel so good and so loved. It was the best” he confessed placing a sweet kiss in the crook of his neck.

Sho sighed in relief hearing those words, every trace of fear vanished and replaced with warm feelings.

“I love you so much Masaki…” he kissed his hair and wrapped his arms around his waist.

“I love you too Sho, you can’t imagine how much” he murmured against his neck.

They stayed like that for several minutes, enjoying their mixed scent and their closeness.
After what it seemed like ages for them, Masaki moved a bit away and stared at those full lips that he loved before driving Sho in a sweet hot kiss. Soon their tongues met and the kiss started to become more and more intense as moans can be heard in the room. Masaki led him on the sofa in the same position in which they spent the night together.

“Since all good things come in threes…” he smirked making Sho feel already hard.

“I didn’t know you were such a horny” he laughed and in a fast move removed Masaki’s bathrobe.

The other just giggled and waited for his boyfriend to get rid of his boxers. When Sho was again on top of him, he entwined his hands in his hairs and eliminated the distance between their lips.
Sho was indescribably happy, not only his lover said that their first time was perfect but he wanted to do it again, what more he can ask for?

“Sho…every time…it’s special if it’s…with you” said Masaki in between kisses.

Sho just smiled and kept on kissing him with all his love.

“Yes…every time will be special since it will be with you”



END