Every Time It's Special

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Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Fluff, Romance, Smut (a little bit)
Rating: NC-17 (only a scene tho)
Length: One shot
Summary: Sho wanted his first time with Aiba to be special but it wasn't like this. Or is he thinking that?
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: Sho and Masaki here are 20-21 years old.



Every Time It’s Special


First he heard the noise of the cars on the streets, next some chirping birds, later people talking and then a person singing. That voice was familiar, but more precisely, he knew that voice.
He opened his eyes and found himself in his living room. He was on the sofa with only a blanket covering his body. When he tried to stand up he felt his head aching a bit so he fell on the sofa again. Meanwhile that voice stopped singing and now there was silence around Sho.

“What happened? Why is my head aching?” he asked himself after several seconds.

He tried to stand up again and then noticed that he was wearing only his boxers. His eyes bulged when he saw his clothes scattered on the floor together with those of the other one. His gaze then fell on the cans of beer, empty, on the wooden table near the sofa.
When his mind started to connect all these things he fell again on the sofa holding his head.

“No please this can’t be happened like this, please no” he murmured starting to feel anxious.

At that moment some images and scenes of the night before started to cross his mind.


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His lips felt so good against his own, so good that he could kiss them every second without never getting tired. He bit his lower lip and when the other parted his lips, his tongue went naturally to taste the other’s tongue, mouth, everything that this guy could give him.

“Masaki you make crazy” he mumbled against the other’s lips before attaching them once again.

Masaki was moaning more and more, his left hand on Sho’s nape bringing him closer while the right hand was roaming on his chest loving how Sho’s body shivered every time he touched a sensitive spot.

Sho started to do a trail of kisses along the other’s neck leaving love bites wherever he could. He then undressed Masaki by removing his upper clothes and stared at him enjoying the beautiful view in front of him.

“You’re going to make me insane” he said before starting to bit and lick everywhere he could reach.

“Sho!” Masaki screamed when the other sucked his nipple.

He then went lower and placed a kiss on his bellybutton before go back and lick his birthmark.

“Masaki I want you, I want you so bad” he whispered looking at his doe eyes full of lust.

“Take me then” he answered before kissing him and removing his parka along with his t-shirt.

Sho smirked and brought them to the sofa. They looked at each other as if they were talking with their eyes. It was then, while looking at his gorgeous lover, that Sho’s mind started to focus.

“What are you doing Sho?! Didn’t you say to want your first time to be special? Didn’t you say to want it to be unforgettable? You drunk and you are not clear headed. Stop this while you can”

“Sho…” whispered Masaki who was now kissing his torso and starting to undo Sho’s jeans.

“I want you too” he continued and bit Sho’s earlobe.

Sho kissed him again and without pulling out removed fast his and Masaki’s jeans, his body starting to feel impatient.
He lifted Masaki’s right leg and left small kisses on the hot skin of his inner thigh. Then he did the same with the other one.

“Sho you can still stop, if you go on you may hurt Masaki”

“Sho?” Masaki asked when his boyfriend stopped suddenly.

There was a moment of silent where only their quick breaths could be heard. Masaki didn’t know what to do, he was dying to feel his lover but he suddenly stopped and was now looking at him with an empty but still full of lust gaze.
When he was going to ask if anything was wrong, Sho removed their boxers and leaned on Aiba leaving a kiss on his forehead.

“I love you” he said and started to rubber their members together.

They both moaned in pleasure at the new but amazing feeling.

“I love you t-too!” Masaki said between his moans.

“Damn it. Stop Sho! You have to stop!”

“Sho…more…more please Sho” by now these were the words he could only utter.

Sho looked at Masaki. Sweat drops were coming down from his temples, his eyes were struggling to stay open, his mouth was agape, only moans coming out of it. He was so beautiful, so wonderful, so…

“Masaki” he said looking into his eyes.

“I know I have to stop...”

“You make me…” he leaned down.

“But I’m not that strong and I can’t”

“Insatiable” he kissed him.

Masaki wrapped his arms around his neck pulling him closer and soon their tongues met, fighting against each other.

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“AAAAAH!!!” he screamed closing tightly his eyes.

“That must be a dream, it has to be a dream! I can’t have done it so reckless!” he said shaking his head fast.

He has promised to Masaki to make their first time special, to make it romantic and sweet. He didn’t want it to be rough, to be dominated only by lust; he wanted to make Masaki feel loved, important and precious. Because this is what Masaki was for him. Even though he had known him for six months, he knew that he was the love of his life. By now he can’t live without him anymore. But if he hurt him? What if Masaki hadn’t enjoyed at all what they did last night? If he was disgusted by him, if he hated him, if…

“WHY I DID THAT?!” he screamed standing up and kicking some cans that flew in a corner of the room.

“Sho-chan?” a feeble voice asked.

His head, formerly down, raised up and his eyes widened recognizing that voice. The voice that before was singing and that now was calling him in the sweetest way he has ever heard.
He turned and his gaze met a slim figure covered only by a bathrobe, hair slightly wet, arms keeping the bathrobe in place so the chest wasn't exposed, eyes looking at him confused and…worried.

“Masaki…” he whispered afraid to say something wrong.

“Sho-chan…t-there is s-something w-wrong?” stuttered a little the younger.

“No there is nothing…Is there something wrong for you?” he questioned in turn feeling suddenly uncomfortable.

“No! There isn’t! It’s just that…I heard you scream so I feared that something happened” explained the other.

Sho only nodded and looked down not knowing what to do or what to say. He even didn’t want to look his boyfriend in the eyes afraid of finding hatred, while before in those eyes he could only find love.
There were moments of silent where only the noise of the cars could be heard. Sho kept his gaze down looking at the mess that was his living room while Masaki was watching attentively his lover trying to find a reason or even a hint in his strange behavior.

“Did you…” started to speak Masaki trying to find the courage to say those words.

“Did you…regret…it?” he asked, his eyes already filled with tears.

Sho slowly looked up and saw Masaki near to burst into tears. That view broke his heart.

“Masaki-“ he started but was cut off by the other.

“If you did…please tell me clearly because-“

“I didn’t regret it!” he shouted making the other fell silent.

“I…Well, it’s not that I regret it, it’s just that…I wanted our first time to be special because it was THE first time…for both of us…I wanted it to be different, I had already planned everything: on your birthday I would take you out on a date around Tokyo, then we would go home where we would have dinner and after that…I would take you to my bedroom, give you my present, tell you that the only one I love is you and then I would have kissed you for the whole night…” Sho narrated with his eyes focused on an undefined point of the room while his lips where curved into a gentle smile.

Masaki was left speechless. He would never have thought Sho was already planning their first time. He knew that for him was very important because when the topic would came out, he always said that he wanted it to be special, so special to be unforgettable. He remembered how his boyfriend’s eyes would lighten up at that thought so he could understand why he was disappointed with himself. “You deserve the best my love” he would always say.

“Sho-chan…” he approached him inch by inch.

When Sho focused his eyes on the other again, he almost jumped seeing him only a few inches away from him.

“It was perfect” he whispered on his lips.

Masaki placed his hands on Sho’s naked torso and the latter could feel a shiver running through his spine.

“You were so passionate, so hot, so…” he moved his lips near the ear.

“Insatiable” and licked his earlobe.

He started to kiss his neck while his hands were touching the sculpted abs. The older was starting to feel dizzy. It was as if he was reviving last night and this time he didn’t want to lose control of himself.

“Masaki…I-I hurt you” he tried to push Masaki a little away but the other seemed glued to his body.

“If you had hurt me, I haven’t let you in for two times…” and kissed his lips.

Sho broke it immediately to stare at the younger not believing that he was telling the truth.

“We…two…times…” he couldn’t utter a single word at the shocking news.

Masaki giggled and hugged him.

“Sho believe me. It was really perfect and you made me feel so good and so loved. It was the best” he confessed placing a sweet kiss in the crook of his neck.

Sho sighed in relief hearing those words, every trace of fear vanished and replaced with warm feelings.

“I love you so much Masaki…” he kissed his hair and wrapped his arms around his waist.

“I love you too Sho, you can’t imagine how much” he murmured against his neck.

They stayed like that for several minutes, enjoying their mixed scent and their closeness.
After what it seemed like ages for them, Masaki moved a bit away and stared at those full lips that he loved before driving Sho in a sweet hot kiss. Soon their tongues met and the kiss started to become more and more intense as moans can be heard in the room. Masaki led him on the sofa in the same position in which they spent the night together.

“Since all good things come in threes…” he smirked making Sho feel already hard.

“I didn’t know you were such a horny” he laughed and in a fast move removed Masaki’s bathrobe.

The other just giggled and waited for his boyfriend to get rid of his boxers. When Sho was again on top of him, he entwined his hands in his hairs and eliminated the distance between their lips.
Sho was indescribably happy, not only his lover said that their first time was perfect but he wanted to do it again, what more he can ask for?

“Sho…every time…it’s special if it’s…with you” said Masaki in between kisses.

Sho just smiled and kept on kissing him with all his love.

“Yes…every time will be special since it will be with you”



END