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Title: White stained of Black drops
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Junba
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: One shot (actual words: 1.734)
Summary: Aiba has everything: a good job, good friends, a good lover, a way too good lover. And he is managing to destroy everything...He is the worst.
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Warning: Unbetaed
Notes: This fic was written long ago but it was made for this special day. Happy birthday to my one and only buddy!! Thanks for everything, I love you <33
She has already read it and since she liked it, I wanted to share it with you too. It's not something super-long or incredible or such, I know, but I put my whole being into it and I hope that you like it too. Enjoy!
Also, she wants me to write a sequel but I'm not sure about it...Tell me what you think. If even you wants a sequel for this, I may write it in the future!

P.S: I'm sorry if I seem on an Angst-spree recently hahah.

White stained of Black drops )

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FINAL PART!!!

If you have come this far, please know that I'm very thankful. I know that it must be annoying to read a fic in this way, so, really, thank you very much if you're still sticking with it.

The Most Imperfect Melody - Part 4 )
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Part 3 of the fic. At the end, link for Part 4 (I'm totally regretting to have written THIS much. HELP)


The Most Imperfect Melody - Part 3 )
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Here's Part 2 of The Most Imperfect Melody. At the end you will find the link for Part 3.


The Most Imperfect Melody - Part 2 )
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Title: The Most Imperfect Melody
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba, little bits of Juntoshi/Matsumiya love triangle
Genre: Natsu Hayate AU, Angst, Drama, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: One shot (actual words: 17.820)
Summary: When Sho accepted the job of painting Ashikaga's high school, he didn't realize that it would mean confronting his old bitter love. He didn't want to see the reason of all his problems, especially after all the pain. But how to avoid someone who was always trying to approach you? Not because of love, just for the mere purpose of seducing. Aiba Masaki had never loved him truly after all...Or is it?
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Warning: Unbetaed
Notes: So, this fic had to come out for Valentine's and had to be fluff and rainbows but, somehow, angst and drama happened so...Here am I, posting a fic (which I think could have been better honestly) filled with those feelings which break hearts because I like to write Sakuraiba suffering angst and such. But don't worry! If you know me, then you should know that I don't like bad endings so~...Okay, I'll shut up now hahah. I really hope that you enjoy this fic <3

Also, thanks very very much to my lovely buddy (tw: @toxicmasakii) who did again a wonderful banner!!

NB: Since the post was too large, I had to split the fic into four parts (I'M SO SORRY). At the end of Part 1, you will find the link for Part 2.



The Most Imperfect Melody - Part 1 )

On and Off

Friday, April 13th, 2018 00:23
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Title: On and Off
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Drama, Romance
Rating: PG-13 (I guess?)
Length: One shot
Summary: He left him, he broke up with him. But then, why is Aiba always returning to Sho?
Warning: unbeta-ed

Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: First of all: sorry that I couldn't find a better name for this story. Second: I got inspiration for this story by a song. I'm not really sure about the result, but I don't think it's pretty bad (I hope). I hope that you will like it!

This is the last fiction I had to post. These four fics were just being in my laptop waiting to be posted but for some kind of reason they were still not published. But now, thanks to my guru, here they are! I don't know when I will write the next one, but I hope soon!





Douzo ^^ )

Drabble #26

Thursday, April 6th, 2017 16:04
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Title: Day 26
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: Non-AU, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "Is that chocolate I see?"
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 26th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017
This is the sequel of 'Day 14' (which the sequel of 'Day 7')




By now it was already an hour that he was staring blankly at the TV that wasn’t even turned on. He couldn’t help but think at the strange behavior that Sho had this morning. When they finished the interview he excused himself and exited quickly the building.

He wasn’t feeling well? Maybe something sudden came up?

Thinking about Sho was both relaxing and sorrowful. He still couldn’t understand him. First he said to forget what happened that night, then he says that he is his, after he wants to have sex with him almost every day…What were them exactly? Sex friends? Aiba still wanted to believe that it was impossible, he still wanted to believe that it was love but he started to give up day by day.

But still we cuddle every time, he hugs and kisses me when we’re alone…THIS IS LOVE!” he exclaimed inside himself and got up from the sofa, but immediately he fell again on it asking himself why he had to fell in love with such a weird guy.

“Why him?! Why I didn’t fall for someone else?!” he whined.

He almost jumped from the sofa when he heard the bell ringing. Still startled he went to open the door and remained surprised when he saw Sho. His face covered by a hat and a scarf, only his eyes could be seen.

“C-can I enter?”

“Sure”

When Sho entered the apartment, he went straight to the living room without removing his coat as well as his hat and scarf. Aiba simply followed him.

“Close your eyes and lower your head”

Now Aiba was really confused but preferred to not ask anything and just do what Sho said. After several seconds Sho said that he could open his eyes again. As soon as he opened them he saw a little pink box with a red ribbon around it. He looked at Sho perplexed but he just kept on staring at him.

He seems nervous…

Aiba took the box and loosened the knot and when he opened it, his eyes widened.

“Is that chocolate I see?” he whispered not believing what he was seeing.

Sho blushed and nodded. The most surprising thing was the “I love you” written with vanilla icing. Masaki bit his lip for not shouting and decided to play a little with him.

“Do you know that Valentine’s day was two weeks ago?”

“Yeah but…I didn’t have the courage back then. Now I have” he replied and went near him.

“I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done to you and I’m sorry for taking so much time…I love you Masaki”

Masaki couldn’t help but smile. He took a small bite of the heart-shaped chocolate and kissed Sho deeply, savoring their mixed taste.

It’s even homemade…” he thought smiling in the kiss while the other hugged him.

“I love you too” he whispered when they separated.

Both smiled and kissed again, the scent of a night full of love already spreading in the room.




END

Drabble #19

Wednesday, April 5th, 2017 23:57
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Title: Day 19
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "I will fight for us"
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 19th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017



They knew that this would have happened one day. They talked about it many times nevertheless…they couldn’t have imagined this to happen.

People was insulting and throwing rubbish to Sho without stopping.

Aiba couldn’t bear it anymore. He couldn’t bear to see his boyfriend being treated like that. He got out of the car and ran to him. He pushed all the people gathered at the entrance of the university and reached his lover.

“Are you okay?!” he cupped his face.

“Masaki…” he whispered and looked at him.

He was crying, in his eyes only despair. And Aiba knew that this was only his fault, he knew that if he wasn’t Aiba Masaki this wouldn’t happen.
Many whispers started to be heard when Aiba hugged Sho and caressed his hair. Finally in his arms, Sho could only cry hugging him tightly.

“I’m here with you now. Don’t worry, I will fight for us” he promised to him.

Without looking at all the people around them, they walked away. No one dared to stop them because, even though some tears were falling from his eyes, Aiba was clearly mad and fed up.


°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°
He sighed and closed his laptop. He decided to write a post with all his feelings hoping that this could resolve all this big mess. He turned and looked at his sleeping lover.

“I love you so much Sho…I hope that with this we can live a normal life” he whispered.

“Hi everyone, Aiba Masaki here. By now my relationship with Sakurai Sho it’s all over the place and many things had being said. But what I hate the most is that you are blaming Sho for this relationship, saying that “he is the one who made me like this”. Well, it was me the first who fell in love. My feelings kept on increasing and the only thing that I could think of was him. I know that, having my job, it’s very difficult to have a relationship but I wanted to be with him, to be able to hug and kiss him, to say that he is only mine. And this was going smoothly. But just on the night of our second anniversary…everything was destroyed. Paparazzi started to follow us everywhere and people started to talk. And when everyone started to say bad things about him…I went crazy. Now please read carefully.

Sakurai Sho ISN’T an abuser.

Sakurai Sho HADN’T forced me into the relationship.

Sakurai Sho loves me TRULY and WHOLEHEARTEDLY.

I can’t bear seeing all this hate in his regards and what happened today has made me take a firm decision.
I will retire from the entertainment industry. I don’t know when and if I will come back but for now I just want to live a happy and quiet life with my boyfriend. I’m sorry for all the fans that have been supporting me ‘till now. Please respect and accept my decision.

Thanks for all. Goodbye, for now.

Aiba Masaki.”




END

Drabble #15

Wednesday, April 5th, 2017 23:36
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Title: Day 15
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Fluff, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "How do I look?"
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 15th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017



“Masaki did you finish? We risk to be late, you know this right?” Sho shouted while climbing the stairs for reach their bedroom.

His parents invited them to their house a couple of days ago and since that day Masaki kept on being nervous. They knew that Sho’s parents weren’t really happy with their relationship so this suddenly invitation was very surprising. But Sho wanted to think at this as an opportunity, maybe his parents were finally ready to accept them.

“Just five minutes and I’m ready!”

“Masaki you already said this half an hour ago!” he entered the bedroom and since he didn’t find him there, he thought that Masaki must be on the bathroom, probably fixing his hair again.

He decided to sit on the bed and wait for him. Sincerely he couldn’t scold his boyfriend for being anxious because he was too. He only hoped that they didn’t say anything bad to Masaki. He couldn’t bear to watch the sorrowful face of his lover when that happens and when they would be at home he would apologize for “being such a worthless boyfriend”. How he hated to see and hear that. And he didn’t even understand why they thought that! He had a wonderful boyfriend right?

“I’m ready!” he heard and he woke up from his trance.

When he looked up he saw Masaki entering to the room. His eyes widened and he remained still not saying or doing anything.

“Sho-chan? What happened?” the other asked seeing that his boyfriend was motionless.

When Sho wasn’t responding but just kept staring at him he started to feel nervous, more than he was.

“How do I look?” he questioned in a low voice.

Aiba was wearing a pair of tight blue jeans and a white wool sweater. That was the favourite outfit of Sho, he always said that he looked both cute and beautiful, so he decided to wear it hoping that his parents had the same dress sense as Sho.

Just that moment Sho stood up and went closer to him. He cupped his face and kissed him. He leaned more for deepen the kiss and soon, from being a soft kiss, it became an intense kiss.

“S-sho…” he moaned and wrapped his arms around his lover’s neck.

After several minutes Sho pulled away and looked into Masaki’s eyes.

“You’re perfect my love” he whispered.

Aiba blushed looking down and Sho could only smile.

Yes, he had a wonderful boyfriend.

Drabble #12

Wednesday, April 5th, 2017 23:05
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Title: Day 12
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Angst
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "Get the hell away from me..."
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 12th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017



“Aiba wait! Please wait a minute!” kept on shouting Sho behind him.

Masaki was so mad that he didn’t turn even one time for look at the other, he reached fast the door and went out from the club. As soon as he stepped out his arm was grabbed by the other.

“Let go of me!” he yelled and managed to free himself.

“Please give me another chance-“

“What chance should I give you?! You’re already in a relationship! That girl said it very clearly!” he was ready to walk away but again Sho hold his arm.

“Oh come on you’re still thinking about that? It’s not like-“

“Tell me just one thing Sakurai” Aiba said in a serious tone.

The other fell silent and just nodded, waiting for the other’s words.

“Is she really your girlfriend or not? And don’t lie to me” Aiba was surprised himself to hear his harsh tone, if he use that it meant that he was really with the older.

“…Yes” he answered in a tiny voice.

“Why did you deceive me for the whole time? Couldn’t you just spend some time with her? I came to this club for have fun not for being tricked!”

“I…I had a discussion with her so I wanted to make her suffer a little bit, basically to make her jealous and I thought-“ he was cut off by the other who continued for him, already understanding everything.

“That flirt with a guy would be even more painful for her, right?...What a bastard you are” he said while looking at the other with a disgusted face.

When Sho wasn’t telling anything he decided to go away when he felt a hand gripping on his wrist. He still couldn’t understand why the other was keeping on not let him go. What did he want?

“Get the hell away from me…” he whispered one last time.

Sho slowly let go of him and Aiba walked away.

I really hope to not meet that guy anymore…

Unfortunately…his wish wasn’t heard.




END

Drabble #10

Wednesday, April 5th, 2017 22:51
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Title: Day 10
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "You're an asshole"
Notes: 10th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017



The première of their movie went well despite Aiba’s predictions. Well, they were actors so they now how to pull off a farce.

“Thank you for coming today!” he greeted the last group of fans.

He had to admit that if so many people came to see and meet them it wasn’t only thanks to him. If Aiba Masaki was called “The Queen of BL” then Sakurai Sho was “The King of BL”, and a famous and skilled director decided that it was time for them to act together. Aiba couldn’t refuse such an offer and accepted but regretted it the first time he met with his co-star.

“And with that the première is finished, thanks for all your hard work!” the producer said thanking all the people that helped them.

Both Aiba and Sho exited the hall still acting as if they get along really well with each other. As soon as they entered their dressing room the atmosphere changed radically.

“You could avoid touching my cheeks freely” Sho blurted out.

“And you could avoid to put your hand on my hips and press me on your body” he replied annoyed.

“As if I don’t know you were really happy about it. I saw you stare at my body many times during filming” he smirked and went closer to him.

“And I saw you lick your lips whenever your gaze would fall to my butt, something that happens often I noticed” Aiba affirmed smirking too.

They were standing in front of each other and no one wanted the other to win. Both too proud to confess to the other that actually he enjoyed his presence. It was Sho the first to talk in a rude way to Aiba but he was also the first to realize his feelings. On the other hand Masaki was still trying to persuade himself that he didn’t like Sho at all and that his mind was only playing with him; too bad that is the heart the one in charge of these things.

“You know that I’m only waiting your request to fuck you”

“I see that you’re very desperate to have my butt”

Silent fell between the two ‘till the older snorted with an angry expression.

“You’re an asshole” he just said and then went out of the room.

Aiba rejoiced since this time he won. He promised to himself to not allow that idiot to win over him.

I will make sure to have you beg for have me. Be prepare King Sho…

Meanwhile Sho walked nervously in the corridor trying to loosen up his tension.

I will have you in my bed moaning my name so loud that you will forget yours. Be prepare Queen Masaki…




END

Drabble #07

Wednesday, April 5th, 2017 22:00
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Title: Day 7
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: Non-AU, Angst
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "It never happened..."
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 7th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017



He stood in front of the door, he sighed and rubbed his sweaty hands on his pants. He was so nervous to face the other after what happened last night. He couldn’t help to wonder if the other felt the same way as him, if yesterday he felt the same emotions as his.

What if he forgot everything? We were a little tipsy after all. But last night…it wasn’t a simple fuck! I know that there was more! He was whispering my name so lovingly…

Aiba decided to not waste more time and just entered the dressing room. For his lucky, or unlucky he wasn’t really sure, he found only Sho sitting on the sofa.

“Morning…” he greeted shyly and went to sit next to him, not too near though.

“Good morning Aiba-kun” the other replied cheerful while he flipped the page of his newspaper.

Masaki felt the tension going up, his hands started to sweat again and his throat became dry within a second. He didn’t have the courage to ask but he had to! He couldn’t bear to stay close to the other not knowing what meant last night for him.

“Uhm…Sho-chan…a-about l-last night-“

“It never happened”

Aiba was cut off immediately and that sentence made him froze. He stared at the other whit his eyes widened in shock. Seeing him like this, Sho closed the newspaper and place it on the table in front of him.

“Yesterday we weren’t clear headed so we did it without thinking. And since it meant nothing why we should remember it? Let’s just forget about it and go on as if nothing happened”  Sho’s words were so cold that his heart shivered.

“B-but I t-thought-“ he tried to speak but was cut off again.

“Masaki whatever you thought it is wrong. Yesterday nothing happened. End of discussion” he said and stood up before left the room.
Aiba’s heart started to ache. The other didn’t even let him talk and just decided all on his own. Aiba’s eyes started to fill with tears and soon his cheeks were wet.

He didn’t even care about my feelings…Why?” he thought and more and more tears fell from his eyes.

Just in that moment Nino entered the room and as soon as he saw his friend crying he went immediately to him trying to understand why Masaki was a crying mess. But he couldn’t tell him, he couldn’t because Sho would get really mad…Besides, he had nothing to say because last night...

“Nothing happened” he whispered.




END

Drabble #06

Wednesday, April 5th, 2017 21:51
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Title: Day 6
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: AU, Romance, Drama (just a little bit)
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "It meant nothing I swear..."
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 6th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017


“Aiba-chan! Sho is going to kiss Ohno!” Jun shouted trying to drag him to the living room.

“Eh? What are you saying?” he asked shocked.

There was no way his Sho could cheat on him and what most during his party and in his house. Probably Matsujun was only joking.

“Matsujun if you’re trying to…“ he started to speak but his voice faded away when he entered the room.

At the center of a big circle of people there was his boyfriend giving a kiss at his friend.

“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!” he yelled and Sho immediately parted away from Ohno.

“Masaki listen-“ he tried to talk but Aiba quickly left the room.

“When I will be back I will kill you Toma!” he addressed to the boy that now was laughing hard.

He chased after his lover and he managed to block him and drag him in his bedroom.

“Let me go! I don’t want to see nor talk to you!”

“Masaki let me speak!” he was doing his best in try to make him sit on the bed so he could listen to him.

After minutes of “battle”, Masaki gave up and sat on the bed and Sho next to him. He sighed exhausted and relieved since now he could explain everything.

“When I went in the living room they were playing 'spin the bottle' and they invited me to play and I refused; then Toma started to say that I was a coward but I ignored him and again I refused to play. But after that Toma dragged the others with him and all of them were saying that I was a coward and then he said that he would stop if I would kiss Ohno. And…you know how big my pride is so…” the more he talked the more Aiba was becoming upset.

“Masaki…don’t tell me that you think that I wanted to kiss him!”

“Well, since some years ago you had a crush on him, don’t you think it’s normal to think that?!” he crossed his arms and pouted.

“It meant nothing I swear…” he cupped his face and placed a kiss on his nose.

“I love only you” he whispered gently.

Even though Aiba was still pouting he knew that he wasn’t angry anymore. He smiled at that view and hugged him.

“The next time I won’t forgive you!” he stated.

“There won’t be a next time!” Sho replied and kissed him on his lips.




END

Drabble #05

Wednesday, April 5th, 2017 21:43
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Title: Day 5
Author: Me aka Yuuki
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Genre: Non-AU, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: Drabble
Summary: "What are we?"
Disclaimer: wish I could own them but sadly I don't
Notes: 5th drabble of the Sakuraiba February Drabble Challenge 2017



He withdrew from him and collapsed beside him. Both panting hard, both thinking at what just happened.

If someone would ask them how that happened they wouldn’t know what to say. They only knew that they were talking about their love life and how they both had an unrequited love for years. Then their eyes met, their faces went closer, they kissed and now they just had the best sex of their life.

“That was…really…incredible” said Sho turning his head towards the other.

Aiba was too out of breath to utter a word and just nodded at his statement.

When after several minutes he turned his head to look at Sho he found out that he was still staring at him. His eyes were even more beautiful after a hot session. His hand went to remove some tuft of hair that was blocking his view over Sho’s eyes.

“Masaki…” he whispered taking his hand in his and leaving a kiss on it.

“Sho…” he murmured.

“What...what are we now?” Sho asked.

They knew that they would have to talk about that because they both were sure that they didn’t do only sex, they made love. It was clear when Sho was caressing gently his torso, when Aiba hugged him when he was reaching his climax, when they looked at each other with a gaze full of love when they came moaning their names.

“I hope…lovers” he answered softly.

Sho only smiled and pecked his lips.

“It wasn’t like this that I imagined to become your boyfriend but I’m happy anyway” Sho admitted.

“It’s the same for me” he replied and curled up near him.

Within a few minutes they fell asleep. They spent the night hugging each other.




END

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